Delete Please

Please delete this.

For one, asking to become RF, or Colonel, is something that can ruin your chances of getting it.

I'm RF.

Daddy. >:U

Don't ask for it, or we won't let you become one.

Lejam wrote:Don't ask for it, or we won't let you become one.

That's just the thing though. I have never asked for it. I am not asking for it now, I am simply asking what I can do to be better. I have always asked people if there is anything I can do to improve. Usually they say I am fine. Then again I do not know either of you, and you do not know me. And I am asking those who do know me if I can be better.

Don't ask US how you can better yourself, ask YOURSELF how you can better yourself.

Echo, I personally know you from FEAR School, and you are very active, and trustworthy in FEAR. I agree with Lejam though, do not ask, as it ruins your chances. But, in all honesty, I believe you deserve Honors.

Echo your a good guy, its just I can't accept people into Honors or Replica. The only other thing that I can do is get your Colonel, but other people have been waiting.

Lejam wrote:Echo your a good guy, its just I can't accept people into Honors or Replica. The only other thing that I can do is get your Colonel, but other people have been waiting.

Again I am not asking for anything. There are more deserving people than me. Such as RedX. And again @Lejam, I have asked myself how I can improve. That is all I ever did. Until I discovered that I have done everything I have asked myself. I asked myself to get better at sword fighting. In one week, I went from a 1:2 ratio, now sitting at a 5:1 ratio. I have never honestly been defeated at gun fighting on good terms of no lag on both sides. And again, I have never asked for anything. As I know it is not a good choice. I even strayed and declined being promoted to Colonel in FAF when I was asked. I simply do not know what else. I just tried joining 2 other groups besides FEAR for the first time. One group, I was put as 3iC in a week. The newest one, literally about an hour ago, I am now a trusted royal guard and have been proven elite among the others. But oh well. Carry on...

I just had an epiphany! While thinking about the quote, "It is not the destination, but the journey that matters most". I get it now. This whole time, my motive was to move up. But in wanting that, I had to work harder. And now I am as skilled as I am. Forget RF! Forget HD! Forget HR! (No offence). Those are only things that bribed me. I am done being bribed. I realize that I do not need any of those. I am fine now. I am skilled, grammatical, intelligent, loyal, and understand everything about leadership! I was never meant to join RF, or HD. I was never meant to be where I am. I was meant to follow them to achieve what I have. Adios Higher Divisions!

Echo3VX wrote:Hello FEAR,

For those of you who know me, do I deserve anything? People say I am ready for Colonel, that I am ready for Replica Forces and the Honors Division. Yet I see people that I remember personally training since they were new to FEAR, getting into Replica Forces, Honors, and yes, Colonel. And even though I have beaten many Replica Forces and Honors, and I receive many recommendations, I still never hear back. I have sent in applications that took at least an hour to write. I show to every training I can and literally excel in almost every thing we do. I am even one of the few Justices that are not High Ranks. What is it that I'm doing wrong?

If you have to ask, then you're not ready or deserve it.

@The13th, Wow...I guess you missed what I thought about after all of that Sir. And I am not asking that. I am asking what I am doing wrong, what I can do to improve myself. I am also asking those more closely knowing of me. I have honestly never met you Sir. And I have no need to talk about this anymore. If you missed the other posts I posted, then you would not know why.

Not this again

Lejam wrote:Not this again

Ikr! I thought this was over. I already got the information I wanted from myself. Then one post long after the fact brings it back. *Sigh* Delete this thing!

Echo3VX wrote:

Lejam wrote:Not this again

Ikr! I thought this was over. I already got the information I wanted from myself. Then one post long after the fact brings it back. *Sigh* Delete this thing!

Want me to lock it?

Lejam wrote:

Echo3VX wrote:

Lejam wrote:Not this again

Ikr! I thought this was over. I already got the information I wanted from myself. Then one post long after the fact brings it back. *Sigh* Delete this thing!

Want me to lock it?

Please :]